Thursday, February 12, 2009

N!C3 T() M33T Y()U

We are now entered to year 2009...everything that happened from the pass should be forgotten....As what people use to say, starting a new hope is mean starting anew life.....but is it really happen as usual?? I don't think so......every time i feel that things will be easy going, we should not too care about.....But it seems like it take more struggle, stress,, even become more worst than that.....
Since Chinese New Year had just pass through from us....as we can say that "the happiness already over, we are now slowly stepping into the trouble to fight for our life in the future".....Human are being build to fight, solve, meet, hurt,love, hate, admire.....on each other. In different cases, we will have different way have our days......
As i meet you from the first time.....it might be a mistake which happen to me.....Maybe it does not really means to you but it really give me a new hope on that day.....Yet, this "feeling" from what i got from the begin already change to "fear"....."hopeless"....."disappointed"..... Maybe is all about my fault, for being too childish on this, that was a big gab between us.....and yet i still believe it won't be a problem for us.....And now, i found it i am having a very silly thinking about.....It really the main problem for being together, i am too childish....
I swear......from this lesson, i want to be more stronger and mature on my thinking to settle every problems that i meet in my future life.....Let it go....Evelyn.......let it go before it hurts you deeply....