D!S@PP()!NT @B()UT.......

I had feel too sick to stay longer in Stamford....i get to know that my required to leave Stamford and get back my refund is being rejected!!!!!!! Damn it!!!!



I hate about their systems......rules & regulars....even the place located....Staff....Everything i hate!!!!!!!!! Today i almost get into an accident while i was thinking about why are they rejected my required?? I am moodless and go to Pathways....but no one reliase that something had happen on me......I need to talk with someone.....But who is it?? I Don't know........



I almost lost myself on suffering these days......What should i do now? I lost my self again.....I can't tell my parent that today i almost in an accidents......They will worry and i don't want it to happen on them.......



If (K) is still around......i will feel better.....at least i got someone i can fully talk with.....Today i just pass my office key to Shirley.....Seems like i still can't fully leave it.....actually today i wanna to have lunch with them and cheer up myself but they had it before i ask them......And yet just now while we are chatting.....sudden they asking am i come back for work? I don't know what to say it......and i keep telling jokes with them..... And sudden telling about the keys.....so no choice.... I have to give out my keys to Pathways and they even didn't say anything to me....just keep. Well, maybe i really don't have give out myself to Pathways....means my leaving maybe i right.....

Forgotten Season

Seems like i had been some times i didn't log in and write my blog. It was quite busy for the past months......busy on assignment...busy on study...busy on this and that....busy on final test.....Oh God!!! Seems like i'm busy on many things.......
The days is passing so fast, now is November 2008. How do i live in this 11 months?
So many things happened this year........And now i'm going to end up my job in Pathways by this month.....seems like i can't leave it. But study schedule is totally full......this semester is getting harder & harder.......
For the latest news i get from frenz that......many of them are going to leave Stamford College. What should i do? Shall i leave together with them? This problem really make me feel sick.....@_@

But i am the one who had make my final decision to have further study in Stamford College, but the system and the staffs there is making all of us disappointed.......How should i do now?
That's only the system is really down but others is still fine.....should i leave just because of their system and start a new life, new environment, new study......is that worth? I really don't know?

But why are there so many students can stand it until they went for degree? Why couldn't me? I really need to think wisely and i don't want my parent worry about it....... But my frenz are going to leave soon.....i really appreciate to meet them....
I hate the stupid fatty lady, she not giving any chances to hear what we are not happy with.....Why are they so stupid? Why don't they do something to us? Can't they feel something serious is going to happen among us?

I hope our feedback can change them into a better way........
Wake up you STUPID FATTY LADY!!!!!!!! Don't give us excuses anymore!!!!!

H3r3 ! 90......further life!!!!!!!

Finally i had choosen my way continue on my further study........ It might be a good begin for my life!!!!!
Stamford........i'm now studying in STAMFORD COLLEGE at KUALA LUMPUR. I have choose "Business Administration" and i'll spend 4 years to complete my studies. Therefore, i will end up my work at Pathways by end of this month. But my teaching would be running till end of the year.
Well.....work hard Evelyn......your career is waiting up you !!!!!! Make up your mind and use your whole spirit on your study..... ^.^ ^-^ @_@

N3w L!f3 F()r My $tud!3$........

I had suffering for long time on choosing which college.......what course should study in my future....It did make me felt sick!!!!

Finally i did overcome it..... But i want to thanks Sir Yong and Sir Tan!!!! Because they had been giving me a lots of comments and professional's ideas on choosing course. And they did help me get many informations from Colleges when they free.......THANK YOU!!!!! ^.^

Now, i had decided to study in Stamford College in Business Administration course for 4 years....... but soon i will leave Pathways during end of thid July. During this half year, i really appreciate what i had learned in Pathways, and even all the students in Pathways. I will going to miss you all..........^-^

May God blessing Pathways in all the achievement and everything....!!!! May god gives them blessing in their health, their family and sucess for everything they done.........Hope to join back Pathways's these "Big Family"..........God Bless!!!!! ^.^

~~n3w !iv3~~

It had been quite some times i didn't write my blog..........June i did have my family's trip to Vietnam & Gui Ling, China. This trip really brings a lots of mean things to me.........something thats remind me should always release ourselve in everything in our life.

And i feels that "June" really brings lots of thing which cheer me up.........Day before my birthday, my lovely staff from Pathways Sir Yong, Sir Tan, Jasper, Shirley and even surprised me is Peace came back to celebrate with us........I'm so happy and excited!!!!! ^.^

The cake which they design is so lovely & cute.........This will always kept in my mind and my HEART....!!!!!!!!! Thanks God brings them to me and thanks God giving me a chance to meet them as my friends......^-^

F!n@lly~~~~~

The days seems going too fast.........Peace had leave us about 3 weeks.......But seems like she is still right here working together with us...........and yet we will never forget the days we been together........
Yesterday we did chat with Peace.......I glad & happy to hear that she will go for interview a job. But the working place is so far away from us...... Well..... I'm here to wish her have a good future and success in her career.......^-^
Human being is seems so weak to some method......when human met sickness, hurts, love& the person that we cares is going to left forever........... Although now is modern century & our science and technology is flourishing......but yet we are nor flourishing in our physical & mentally.....
What to do......??!! Have to work harder and appreciate the one hat we love..............

*PS- HUMAN........APPRECIATE YOUR LIFE AND FIGHT FOR THE DAYS.........!!!!!^-^

@t l@st...............

The days seems going too fast.......Peace had leave Pathways.....& now office just left me, Jasper & Shirley........Seems so quiet. We do miss her a lots......
Today is 12th of May, 3 more days to go................
My stress is getting heavy and heavy........i do miss you a lots.
I wish you could be here for me.......
Next month is my birthday.......But you wasn't celebrating with me as well..........
Miss You...........

+hings which suppose to forgotten.......

May 2006.....an accident which brings me straight away to hell...... He was totally leave me....and now thats no more Kengy than i wanna him to stay by side.....
Is my fault....i shouldn't broke up with him just because of "BETRAY".......did he??? I don't know....he never explained to me. I went to visit his mom yr 2006....i found a diary which is from him......I read trough it for a week.....
He didn't betray on me........ I had made a wrong dicision.......
I never slept for few weeks.....because i'm totally hurt..... ...... ..... ..... .....
Time is getting away so fast.... .... ..... ..... now 2008 May.
Althought is past......2 years. But my mind is still reminding that day.....
I wish that you would be peacefully in heaven..... ..... ..... .....
and i swear i'll always keep you in my heart forever and ever........

what kind of method is having in "FEELINGS".......

human being
Is human having thier own feelings? Do they get hurt when someone hurt them by using words?

I had give others a bad image.....They won't trust me, even they don't care when i really telling the truth. This things really hurt me a lots, before...now...and even after.
Everytime i try to comfort myself....tell that everything would be fine, it will overcome somedays....
But now, i don't know how to comfort myself because i was totally hurt this time. I'm getting tired and tired in my life......