Sunday, November 30, 2008

D!S@PP()!NT @B()UT.......

I had feel too sick to stay longer in Stamford....i get to know that my required to leave Stamford and get back my refund is being rejected!!!!!!! Damn it!!!!



I hate about their systems......rules & regulars....even the place located....Staff....Everything i hate!!!!!!!!! Today i almost get into an accident while i was thinking about why are they rejected my required?? I am moodless and go to Pathways....but no one reliase that something had happen on me......I need to talk with someone.....But who is it?? I Don't know........



I almost lost myself on suffering these days......What should i do now? I lost my self again.....I can't tell my parent that today i almost in an accidents......They will worry and i don't want it to happen on them.......



If (K) is still around......i will feel better.....at least i got someone i can fully talk with.....Today i just pass my office key to Shirley.....Seems like i still can't fully leave it.....actually today i wanna to have lunch with them and cheer up myself but they had it before i ask them......And yet just now while we are chatting.....sudden they asking am i come back for work? I don't know what to say it......and i keep telling jokes with them..... And sudden telling about the keys.....so no choice.... I have to give out my keys to Pathways and they even didn't say anything to me....just keep. Well, maybe i really don't have give out myself to Pathways....means my leaving maybe i right.....

2 comments:

Shirley said...

Really sorry to make you think like that,but not we dun wan to say anything,is just we think that you had make your own choices...we can't force to stay with us although we really dun hope that happen...maybe all of us are busy for something and we had neglect your feeling but trust us,we're very appreciate you working with us...we still always recall how happy are we when we work together such like make noice when its lunch time,meeting time,playful time with students,take salary time and many more and more that we remembering...

Shirley said...

I also have a long time din see others people blog and my own too...sorry for late reply!!!thank you for your greeding cards=.=