D!S@PP()!NT @B()UT.......

I had feel too sick to stay longer in Stamford....i get to know that my required to leave Stamford and get back my refund is being rejected!!!!!!! Damn it!!!!



I hate about their systems......rules & regulars....even the place located....Staff....Everything i hate!!!!!!!!! Today i almost get into an accident while i was thinking about why are they rejected my required?? I am moodless and go to Pathways....but no one reliase that something had happen on me......I need to talk with someone.....But who is it?? I Don't know........



I almost lost myself on suffering these days......What should i do now? I lost my self again.....I can't tell my parent that today i almost in an accidents......They will worry and i don't want it to happen on them.......



If (K) is still around......i will feel better.....at least i got someone i can fully talk with.....Today i just pass my office key to Shirley.....Seems like i still can't fully leave it.....actually today i wanna to have lunch with them and cheer up myself but they had it before i ask them......And yet just now while we are chatting.....sudden they asking am i come back for work? I don't know what to say it......and i keep telling jokes with them..... And sudden telling about the keys.....so no choice.... I have to give out my keys to Pathways and they even didn't say anything to me....just keep. Well, maybe i really don't have give out myself to Pathways....means my leaving maybe i right.....

Forgotten Season

Seems like i had been some times i didn't log in and write my blog. It was quite busy for the past months......busy on assignment...busy on study...busy on this and that....busy on final test.....Oh God!!! Seems like i'm busy on many things.......
The days is passing so fast, now is November 2008. How do i live in this 11 months?
So many things happened this year........And now i'm going to end up my job in Pathways by this month.....seems like i can't leave it. But study schedule is totally full......this semester is getting harder & harder.......
For the latest news i get from frenz that......many of them are going to leave Stamford College. What should i do? Shall i leave together with them? This problem really make me feel sick.....@_@

But i am the one who had make my final decision to have further study in Stamford College, but the system and the staffs there is making all of us disappointed.......How should i do now?
That's only the system is really down but others is still fine.....should i leave just because of their system and start a new life, new environment, new study......is that worth? I really don't know?

But why are there so many students can stand it until they went for degree? Why couldn't me? I really need to think wisely and i don't want my parent worry about it....... But my frenz are going to leave soon.....i really appreciate to meet them....
I hate the stupid fatty lady, she not giving any chances to hear what we are not happy with.....Why are they so stupid? Why don't they do something to us? Can't they feel something serious is going to happen among us?

I hope our feedback can change them into a better way........
Wake up you STUPID FATTY LADY!!!!!!!! Don't give us excuses anymore!!!!!